A choice, a regret, a future set.

I sat on the edge,
A cold concrete ledge,
Feet dangling down,
I thought i would drown.
The sea spread out far,
A sky without stars,
A moon without shine,
I took a deep swig of wine.

A choice or regret,
The moment was set.
No going back,
I was off the beaten track.

Then there was him,
It was all just a whim,
Eye’s set in stone,
As he watched me moan.
And another,
Soon after,
Cloaked in laughter,
I was becoming my very own master.

A choice or regret,
The moment was set,
no going back,
I was off the beaten track.

Then there was more,
And i knew, i was sure,
i wanted to feel,
to explore,
The lust in my veins,
Soon took the reigns.
As i walked through the door,
To an untrodden shore.

No regret,
just a choice,
Made with my voice,
I didn’t want to go back,
I had found my track.